"chill lang.."

its been two week since ive had a thing to compose here. grabe since ive got here, its been a blast! just being home makes you feel relax and comfortable.. in a way, you kinda feel safe..

since ive got here, all i have are clean fun moment.. with the family and friends (wala pang inuman, tambay tambay lang) with just that, i have the time of my life.. ika nga ni sir vince, "chill lang"...

i didnt have anything to do or think, free lance kung baga.. and its all what ive wanted.. no pressure... tamang tama lang.. relax your body, mind and ofcourse your spirit.. papahinga muna ng utak ko.. (baka mabaliw e.. depress ganun..) but now, i got what ive wanted..

next week, when i put myself up again, i should get back on track. i will and i am.. i should and i do.. i know the purpose of this is just the beginning of everything.. just waiting for the right time.. for i know that is not a waste of time, but just what needed to get back on it.

CHILL LANG!!

today is...

i hate people giving me freaking attitudes! im like, "im not stupid ok? i know what im doing, so just get off my freaking face, and just listen when i say something, dumb ass!"

the person that im trainning to do my job when i leave was just a pain in the butt. she's just pissing me off.. shes giving me this attitude, like she knew all the stupid shit that ive been teaching her and she doesnt care on what i say just bec. she believes she knows it... ARE YOU CRAZY?!!! i know im not that evil, but for god's sakes, i just wanna kill stupid people.. Gary's right, stupidity should be paid.. and as of today, i realized it should be!

well, enough of that.. today, dont have anything to do.. almost all the agents went to the convention, so pretty much, theres nothing to do here.. all i did today is train the stupid person and get mad at her.. hehe..

i cant sleep last night... thinking about my problem.. i know theres nothing to worry about,but im just not that type of person who can handle uncertainty of the future.. im feeling hopeless, scared in some ways.. but i leave all things to Him.. kaw na bahala saken Lord..

hay buhay.. i dont know what im gonna think.. maybe im just excited to go home.. i know i am.. but theres a huge "BUT" waiting to fill my freaking life... a "BUT" that could change my life..

missing attahunks..

last week, nakatanggap ako ng email kay ei. isang super late na late na birthday greeting ang natangap ko lang..(mag iisang buwan na nman pare e..) anyways, after the greeting and some chika sa aming tropa, ask nya ako kung kelan ako uwi..ive replied saying this coming May na ako uwi and i hope na kahit busi-busihan sila jan, kita kits kame.. she replied back the next day saying theres no doubt everyones gonna be present..

ang attahunks.. my college buddies, tropa, barkada.. 5 nilalang pinagtagpo ng tadhana sa loob ng silid aralan ng st. paul.. haha. si sarj, dazel, ei, rai at ako..since first year college magkakasama na kame..ewan ko kung panu kame nabuo. natatandaan ko lang, kame nila ei and rai magkakasama kasi taga paranaque kame, sila da and sarj, lam ko nakasama nmen cla sa mcdo taft, e gwapo ung bf ni sarj kaya binarkada namen.. ehehehehe.. (joke lang tol)

lahit iba iba personality namen, we seem to get along well..hanggang ang isang sem ay naging isang taon at ang isang taon ay naging 4 na taon, mula pagiging freshmen hanggang paggraduate, kame lagi magkakasama.. naalala ko pa, graduation day, kasama ko yang mga yan kumaen ng lunch sa jolibee (sila sarj n da lang pala) and kame lang ang tropa sa classroom ang may graduation pictorial sa rob.hekhek..(proud e nh?) well, hindi ko na isa isahin pa ang mga drama namen (kame nlang nakakaalam nun hehe) pro sa mga napagdaanan nmen, subok na pagkakaibigan is what we've gained.. i really treasured the moments.. mapadrama o comedy man, may pera man o wala, mapa tino o katarantaduhan, sa school o gimik, may lovelife man o wala, may pulutan man o wala.. anjan lang kame para sa isat isa..walang iwanan sa ere.. naging memorable ang college life ko dahil sa kanila..and ofcouse kasama ang college classmates namen and our W-grill kaberks, happy-happy lang ang life.. hehe cant wait to see them.. =)