Stigmatize..

I've recently have a huge crush on the song Stigmatize by The Calling. This song was released a couple of years, but I never appreciated the song not until now.. I've been sneaking in to some webpages for music videos and i came across the song.. the vocalist, for me is not that great.. (maybe bec. i cant understand fully the lyrics when he's singing the song) but i was damn curious what the title means.. so i pull out the lyrics from the lyric webpages.. read the whole thing.. and then from there, i fell inlove with the song.. here's the part of the lyrics i find awesome and i'd admire most..

We'll live our lives
We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives
I know we're gonna Find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I Believe in you,
and I don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives On different sides
But we keep together You and I
We live our lives On different sides

jobless june..

shet. month of june na at wala parin akong work..hehe.. ewan ko ba kung tinatamad lang ako o natatakot lang ako.. tinatamad, kasi ang inet nman kasi e.. natatakot, kasi baka masira ko ung plano ko this october.. pakshet nman kasi yung mga company, dapat talaga may mga contract e.. i just wish everything else will be ok for me this year.. ewan, kahit hindi career-focused ang dumating saking maganda this year, basta alam kong marame akong natutunan at alam kong nagmature ako kahit papano this year, ok na saken yun..

hay, nagmumukha na tuloy akong sira ulo dito.. nalulungkot at natatakot at the same time.. (depression e nh? hehe) pro ok lang yun.. carry pa yun.. kung nakaya ko nga magtravel ang magisa, eto pa kaya? e ang mawalan kaya ng pera, kakayanin ko kaya?...

one month na ako dito sa pinas, and it feels good to be home.. nakita ko narin yung mga friends ko, gimik dun, gimik dito.. tambay sa starbucks.. kita kits every weekends... walang kasing saya.. dagdagan pa ng mga problemadong mga kaibigan, ang saya ng inuman.. hehe.. every sunday nman, alis kame ng family.. ang saya.. tambay lang sa kapihan ang saya na..

so ayun, so far wala pa nman akong ginagawang katarantaduhan.. hehe.. eto lang ang forecast ko this june.. hekehek.. =)