FREEDOM of speech

im sleepy today. i woke up at 630am and still, im sleepy. i cant sleep last night thinking about my cousin's problem. im thinking about my problem too.. well, unfortunately, everything might not turn out to be what we've planned.. im just frustrated and sad about it.. its like everytime i step up, there's an unexpected huge problem waiting to be slammed in to my face! and its been going on for almost a year now..and it sucks! its like everytime i really plan and thought about what im gonna do, it will end up totally different bec a big deal came up and all of a sudden i need to change everything that ive planned. what we've planned... its depressing..

yeah, im depressed, frustrated and sad..

so much of my birthday "happy-feeling" moments.. welcome back to reality kid!