weekend recollection...
ever felt like you have total changed yourself into something very different in just a couple of months? - i am.
its kinda sad actually(atleast for me).. i felt like i was drifting away from who i am.. i become more dull, more negative and more timid. i cant drive myself. its like im just moving along with the rest of the gang.. im not like that.. i do my way. how i wanted it, how its suppose to be..(that is what i think i know myself of)
last week, i was talking with my starbucks buddies and just a little kid, i was throwing these "out of this wold" questions.. like "how sweet are you when it comes to your girl/boyfriends" and the whats and hows when in a certain situation.. i was very eager to hear something meaningful, something very new from the usual talk.. but i was disappointed..
i went out last saturday with my old college friends. we chilled out first before going on this party in manila(which by the way is so fun!). by just listening, and talking and our non-stop sharing stories, i think they brought back my old self again.. (thank God!)i was glad to come and meet them again.. they saved me!
i wish i could spend more time with my college buddies.. they know me inside out. before i could talk, they already know what was going on in my freaking head..i think they are my ground of who im suppose to be.. and what im capable of doing.. im drifting and im out of control.. but they drove me by just thier simple small talks. i regained everything back again.. im so thankful for knowing them.. =)
its kinda sad actually(atleast for me).. i felt like i was drifting away from who i am.. i become more dull, more negative and more timid. i cant drive myself. its like im just moving along with the rest of the gang.. im not like that.. i do my way. how i wanted it, how its suppose to be..(that is what i think i know myself of)
last week, i was talking with my starbucks buddies and just a little kid, i was throwing these "out of this wold" questions.. like "how sweet are you when it comes to your girl/boyfriends" and the whats and hows when in a certain situation.. i was very eager to hear something meaningful, something very new from the usual talk.. but i was disappointed..
i went out last saturday with my old college friends. we chilled out first before going on this party in manila(which by the way is so fun!). by just listening, and talking and our non-stop sharing stories, i think they brought back my old self again.. (thank God!)i was glad to come and meet them again.. they saved me!
i wish i could spend more time with my college buddies.. they know me inside out. before i could talk, they already know what was going on in my freaking head..i think they are my ground of who im suppose to be.. and what im capable of doing.. im drifting and im out of control.. but they drove me by just thier simple small talks. i regained everything back again.. im so thankful for knowing them.. =)
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