one month had past.. and what did i do?!

i got alot of "my own time" eheeheehee...

gen almost kill me for standing her up everytime she wants to meet me at sb.hehe.. e what can i do? i had alot going on, family matters.. office skeds.. dvd watching.. and rai's wedding( that by the way, was very shocking and revealing!).. self and soul searching... eheheehee.. and many more...

finally i felt detached and separated from the dream i was in.. i went back to reality.. and for some reason, sometimes i feel worst than ever.. but i still know i was on the right path now.. knowing every step i took leads to something good or bad.. (which by the way is way too good than taking every step uncertain.. i progress... (i think so)... hehe



when sometime i think of what happen.. i say to myself.. "tama na yun.. naiintindihan nman nila siguro bakit ako ganito ngayon.." no explaination asked.. no details... hangging question? dedma.

bakit kailangan tanungin? e hindi nman.. ska nalinaw na sakin lahat nung umpisa plang.. bakit ganito... shet lang kasi puso ko.. papaapekto sa malinaw na paguusap.. papaapekto, hindi nman kaya..

sana tama na ang pagttext.. may mga paquotes- qoutes pa ksi.. parang sira.. kung kaya ko lang burahin ang number nya, ginawa ko na...



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